Excitement

Kinabalu trip will happen in like few days more. Yet, I haven't feel any excitement. Dunno why.
Have no urge to start packing or anything.

But based on my previous experiences, this is actually good. If I don't feel excited before any trips, in the end,i will really enjoy myself and have the time of my life. But, If I was excited , I will feel very devastated and frustrated in the end.

So, this time, gonna set my expectation low.

But I'm not saying I don't prepare at all for this trip. I do train for the climb. And yesterday already bought a few essentials for the trip. Despite my grumpiness and suddenly became so moody, still manage to bring home a luggage and jacket, thanx to a certain someone.

Speaking of which, I think it's been a while since the last time I really sulk. I think I suck at sulking. It won't last long. Yes, I will show long face, utter only few words, but in the end,I just give up. Lame.

Again, I blame it to hormone.