It was

It was my 25th birthday eve. Just got back from a disappointing 'birthday dinner' with a friend (which actually turn out to be a good lesson of life: always expect the worst)

And just to heal a broken heart, log on to a chat room. And there he was, a gentleman with good usage of words, a sense of humour.. and seems interesting.

So, we exchanged number. And the rest is history.

A year passed.

My 26th birthday is approaching. The guy? He's still around. Somewhere. Missing me. Haha.

But he did say something about early 'birthday plan'. Hmm.. but as i said before, always expect the worst.. eh.

Hate

Am hating this feeling.

And just in time when I started to feel the excitement of 'Eid?

Arghh, this sucks big time.

Enough is enough?

How much is enough? We never can have the answer.

People will never satisfied. That's a fact.

When we fulfilled all our needs, we still have our wants.

Those things that we want are not necessary what we need, right?

What ever it is, we just have to accept it, as it is.

Afraid

Do you know what kind of experience I had?

What kind of monster I encountered?

What kind of nightmares I dreamt?

No, you don't. Coz I never share.

Coz I'm afraid to share.