First Night

First night at the new home. No TV. No PC. Luckily my Nokia 7270 is equipped with FM radio function. At least there's some source of entertainment.

Unpack those boxes. Rearrange everything. Threw away all the unnecessaries. Fuuhh.. it's nearly 2 a.m when I'm done. Now can only I call this place as 'my loft'.

Before went to bed, I performed the 'hajat' prayer. Asking from God so that everything is safe in this new home. Asking for my family's and friends' happiness.

And without I realize, tears were streaming down my face. I felt so timid myself.

All these while, I was having fun. Doing all the 'lagha' things. And i questioning why all the bad things happened to me?

It's time for me to wake up. To face the real world. To be a better person. A better daughter. Better friend.

After all, it's Ramadhan. The Holy month.

And today I woke up with a smile on my face. I feel rejunevated at the office. It's like breathing in a fresh air.